Jealousy

When I have to sit here and repeat to myself



"I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous."


But I am...


I hate you sometimes.

I hate when you text me.

I hate when you get my hopes high.

I hate that you act like we're friends and that everything is "okay"

When they're not.

I hate that i act like things are "okay"

I hate how i cant just be open and honest with you about my feelings and thoughts.

I hate how its not me tagged in those statuss and pictures.

I hate seeing you with someone else.

I just absolutely hate it...