I just really miss Krysta. She is my best friend and other half with out a doubt. I feel so lonely and im in a "poor me" moood. So just warning you. But its my blog so I'm going to write what I feel and think. I have no real friends here. In some way, shape, or form I feel betrayed by like everyone. Yes, i have great friends. They are there most of the time buuuut no one here are like Krysta and Katie. Who are the most loyal friends. Always take my side.. No matter what. I love being able to depend on someone like that. Even friends I have had my whole life I feel like I can't tell them my thoughts, feelings, or anything anymore without the fear they will tell someone.


So I simply don't tell them things. Or whats bothering me because they will think its stupid. But i guess they wouldnt understand. They arent me.


In the end only Katie and Krysta understand me, my life, my problems, and my way of thinking.

I'm thankful for them. Til the end. <3