Its days like today when I sit at home alone and just really think about my life.

Im alone all the time.

I like being away from Cathy, I enjoy it a lot.

But I'm feeling like I have no friends, no support, nothing.

Ever since Krysta moved away I hardly go hangout with anyone, mostly because no one asks me too.

Or because my two closest friends here in Ashland both have boyfriends.

I'd be lying if i said I don't feel completely alone, because I do. I can't help but hope college will be better.

That I might actually have some friends there..

I just want friends to hangout with on the weekends, friends to talk to at school, friends I can go to with my problems. Stuff like that....

Honestly, my lack of friends is probably the biggest reason of me wanting to graduate mid-term...

*sigh*

Idk anymore...